Saturday, July 1, 2017


Realizing this week of the importance of getting away, unwinding, and stepping away from work.  It revives you, refreshes you, helps you.  Although I am back to reality and my vacation as at an end I had time to reflect and think about what is next. I am in need of a change, something new.

Let us see.....

Saturday, June 17, 2017

Friends and Family

I know....I missed last week. I was travelling and spending quality time with friends and family.  Which reminded me of how much they mean to me. I often get consumed with work and attempting to figure out my next moves in life, but I was reminded this weekend to enjoy the moments you have with the people that you love and love you.  That's all I have this morning....

Saturday, June 3, 2017

Saturday Morning Muses: Self Care Saturday

Yesterday I was plotting what I would get into this weekend because I realized I have been wasting my weekends away. I have been in a funk and realized that I needed to take Saturday for self care....things that make me feel better. So what I am going to do today???? Well.... the goal is the following:

  1.  Walk a mile at the park
  2.  Go to my favorite juice bar
  3.  Get a pedicure
  4.  Do a little shopping (I need, word used loosely, a new purse)
  5. Attempt to find this bellini champagne I have been wanting, I think they sell it at Trader Joes
  6. Finish up season 3 of Game of Thrones

Of course I have to do some "adulting" today, but that is going to be fit in as I feel.  Today is about trying to get back to me....

Let's see how this goes!!!

Saturday, May 27, 2017

Saturday Morning Muses: Online Dating

I came across this meme this week and I could not stop laughing.  Recently I have tried multiple dating sites (including tinder) and realized over and is not for me.  I mean I desire to be a relationship, but I won't let it consume me, and I won't just settle.  I have friends who have found exactly that they are looking for on various dating not so much.

So this week I decided to delete or hide profiles on the various sites that I have tried.  I am not saying I won't ever try again, but for now....not where I am at in my life.

Saturday, May 20, 2017

Saturday Morning Muses: Happy but sad

One thing that I struggle with so often is balancing happiness and sadness. So often I when I am sad I still have to be happy for my friends, which I am.  But it hurts pain should not overshadow the joys of my friends.  Still trying to figure out that balance :-/.

Saturday, May 13, 2017

Saturday Morning Muses: questions

I missed last week :-( so I have put a reminder on my calendar....I need this

Yesterday I was browsing instagram and came across a picture which once again caused me to ask why me? What did I do wrong? Sometimes you can have so much confidence in yourself, but the littlest things make you question so much.

Life comes at you sometimes and you think about how things will be, how could the past be different, what is happening in the present.  I am a questioner, I question a lot period, but when life is not going how you think it should???? So many questions.....

Maybe this mood will pass, I hope it is a learning experience.

Saturday, April 29, 2017

Saturday Morning Muses: Tears

Tears are pretty much all I got this morning....can't keep taking hit after hit. Tired of asking why and sick of saying why not.  Having a real moment....