Recently I have been posting more on tumblr and posting my on my random thoughts blog which has helped a little, but not to the point of just saying what I feel and my thoughts. I think daily I realize more and more what I need to do and what I hope to get accomplished, but not ready to admit it to the world.
Within the past few months I have verbally been able to say what has been on my mind and heart for a while. Some people say admit to yourself, I have been able to do that, but to admit to others? That was he hard part...not ready to admit to the world, but a couple of people who are closest to me know. It is a step in the right direction. Will it continue? Will I continue to deny it to some? I honestly don't know.
If you have followed my blog for a while you might I have an idea, you might assume. Why is it so easy to write the words that you can't say verbally? Why is it so easy to admit it behind the veil of social media and the Internet, but not to those who know and you assume love you? Why???
I think this is all I have for now. Just a little of what is going on in my head, my heart, my soul. You know what....
I love her