All I know.....

World wind of emotions these days. I think I can finally admit I love you and what scares me is that I don't know why, or maybe I do know what and I am afraid to admit it, and what scares me even more??? We can't be together and the feeling is not mutual.  Don't know if I have the words to go further.....I have started and deleted so many posts on this subject. One thing that I am still trying to do through it all is what??? Still smile!! :-)