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Friday, September 10, 2010

Day 24: Something that makes me cry

Something that makes me cry....it takes a lot to make me cry because I feel that I am not a very emotional person. One thing I never do is cry in front of others, I have tried, but I just can't.  I can name maybe two people who have seen me cry and that is my mother and a close friend of mine.

I think the one thing that makes me cry the most is when people take me for granted. Sometimes I feel that I do for others, but they could care less.  The saying "do unto others as you would have them do unto you" is something I do, but I don't think it is recipricated.  This becomes frustrating to me then I cry.

People then say stop caring and stop doing....if it were only that simple. It hurts me more when I am not there for others. As much as the actions of people irritate me, I love people, I love helping people, and I love  being around people.  I am slowly learning to deal with my feelings. I am crying less and understanding people more.

This a process that I am going through. Don't know if I will ever stop letting people get to me, but I am learning to not get as hurt when they don't treat me how I feel I should be treated.

1 comment:

LESAPEA MUSINGS said...

I think when I feel taken for granted, I need to say something to the person, especially when they mean a lot to me. I really hope you will feel better when you speak out.

Love lisa xx