Seriously?????

This morning I was looking for a post I wrote a while ago and then I looked at the last time I blogged.....JULY!!! I am not going to say I am going to get better because that might turn out to be a lie.  But I will say when I notice I don't blog I notice I don't get a lot of things out which is not good.

Life has been life, still evolving, still changing.  One good thing is that I am noticing growth which is great. I am so not the same person I use to be. I keep the good throw out the bad and learn from it.  I realize EVERYTHING happens in your life for a reason, the good, the bad, and the ugly.

I do know I am taking life one day at a time. I have my struggles and my successes, my joys and pains.  I am learning to love life and live it the best way I know how. 

Here is an updated pic of me. I really like it :-) Will I blog again.....yes, but when will that be, hopefully sooner than later. Have a blessed one!



Although I am 31......

Those who have been following my blog for a while might remember I attempted to do a 30 things while 30 list well....was not completely successful, but made some strides. Since I am approaching my 32nd birthday in 6 weeks I decided to update my list :-)

1. Got my tattoo! See Pic!!! Thinking about #2
2. Got my passport AND going to Bahamas this year!!!!
3. Still no date.....honestly giving up hope, but trying hard not to (can't keep getting disappointed)
4. Done 30 random acts of kindness to strangers......still trying to find ways to do this :-)
5. Reading is been slow....up to about 20. But.....several books have been downloaded on the tablet
6. Still no real spontaneous road trip, one day!
7. No white water rafting yet
8. Have not applied to grad school yet.....long story
9. Written letters, sent email to all the people I needed to. 
10. Run a 5K, have a couple lined up for September and October
11. Walk Music City Half Marathon.....this has been modified for the Women's in September
12. Save X amount of money......on my way, doing better
13. Donate hair...completed a while back, hair is long enough but won't do it again
14. Lose at least 30 pounds....lost gained lost.....losing again!
15. Purchase a Home......up in air, need to decide where I am going to plant my feet
16. Become a research coordinator....Became a Clinical Trials Associate and I love it....still moving upward and excited!
17. Travel West of the Mississippi....Going to Cali next month!!!!
18. Purchase big ticket item for my mother....not yet
19. Clean out my wardrobe, DONE!
20. Visit graves of my father and sister.....still can't do it yet
21. Ask some tough questions of a family member....still a punk
22. Learn how to knit....stepped crocheting game up, but still don't know how to knit
23. Write the vision plan for next big project of my life....done and it is evolving
24. Go to a concert in a big venue......still don't like crowds of people don't think I can dot his
25. Have my first kiss.....complicated, so I will still answer no
26. Create a signature dish.....have a few more under my belt but not "that one"
27. Complete a financial plan...done!
28. Purchase a piece of artwork....not yet
29. Learn to speak my mind to others....getting better
30. Have Fun!!!! Of Course!

Frank Ocean's Channel Orange

This CD right here........

Okay, I have been a fan of Frank Ocean for a little while, but after his recent actions and listening to his newest cd, LOVE HIM!!!
Some of his lyrics....if not all of his lyrics are amazing to me! If you have not PURCHASED this cd I really suggest it.  A cd has not hit my soul since Ledisi's Lost & Found came out.

There are several lyrics that touch me like no one will ever no.....especially Bad Religion. 

Check it out and I promise you will not be dissapointed! 

Sidenote.....work is killin me!! But only a few more days till a break and hopefully in a week I will have a very interesting post ;-)

Have a fantabulous day!!!

My Time

My time is valuable....I work two jobs and attempt to have a social life outside of work. I am very anal about time and I like for people to be on time and when they say they are going to do something at a certain time.....DO IT!!!!

I am currently attracted to someone....and he does not get this concept. And I am really trying hard....I am wondering if I am being overly anal or if I should just let it go....we shall see ;-/

Remember to continue to smile.....

Keep smiling is what I have to tell myself.....

Today as I was working I took this picture. I have to remember to smile although things are not going the way I would like them to go....

 

Tattoo.....again????

Well....recently I have been really wanting another tattoo!! YES the are addictive!!! I have plotted and I think I have come up with the next one. I am sticking with a heart them :-) For those who don't know I got my first tattoo this past year and I love it....see!!

You like? Well I love (finally got a pic after it has healed). Now on to my next design....

For this one I still want on my wrist, but I would have to start wearing watches again.....don't know. But I love it!!!! We shall see....



Life and what has been happening

Remember me???? I am still alive and I am hoping this is the last time I write that I am going to do better at blogging!

Work, illness, working out, and just life have consumed me.  But I have realized that I have to make time to blog, blogging helps me get out my frustrations, my thoughts, my angers, my feelings.... A lot of my social networks have become so intermingled and this blog as one of the few places where I can just express myself freely, no judgment just be.

Few updates in life:

1. Love my job! Working me like crazy, but I love it!!!!
2. Started new part time job, not working as much, still getting use to it so we shall see....
3. Weight is going DOWN!!! Still have a way to go but doing better :-)
4. I have a guy that I have my eyes on.....we shall see. This will be a first :-/
5. Got my passport!! (#2 on my 30 while 30 list that I FINALLY got accomplished)

Please don't give up on me blogging.....