Humble

Humility and remaining humble is not always easy. To be confident in yourself without becoming cocky.  Where does confidence end and cockiness begin?

Saturday Morning Muses: questions

I missed last week :-( so I have put a reminder on my calendar....I need this

Yesterday I was browsing instagram and came across a picture which once again caused me to ask why me? What did I do wrong? Sometimes you can have so much confidence in yourself, but the littlest things make you question so much.

Life comes at you sometimes and you think about how things will be, how could the past be different, what is happening in the present.  I am a questioner, I question a lot period, but when life is not going how you think it should???? So many questions.....

Maybe this mood will pass, I hope it is a learning experience.

Bored and Sick!!!

Stumbled across this while bored in bed sick :-( guess I will answer.....them all

1. Last kiss 2006 I think......long story, miss her

2. Last phone call business call, boring

3. Last text message asking about a friend's shoe collection  

4. Last song you listened to Eric Roberson's "Be a Humanitarian"

5. Last time you cried this morning 

HAVE YOU EVER: 

6. Dated someone twice nope

7. Been cheated on nope

8. Self harmed nope

9. Lost someone special several times

10. Been depressed yes

11. Been drunk and threw up nope

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 

12. had sex nope

13. How many people have you had sex with this year? zero

15. Made a new friend yes

17. Laughed until you cried yes

18. Met someone who changed you yes

19. Found out who your true friends were yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you definitely

26. What did you do for your last Birthday nothing

27. What time did you wake up today 4:00 am

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for marriage 

30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time 2001, right before she died

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life singleness 

32. What are you listening to right now Criminal Minds

33. When is the last time you had sex? never had sex

34. Who's getting on your nerves right now her

35. Most visited webpage Facebook

36. Favorite colour soft blue

37. Nicknames ursie, urs, u-boogie

38. Relationship Status single

39. Zodiac sign Virgo 

40. Male or female female

41. Primary school lauderdale & snowden

42. Secondary School snowden

43. High school/college central and Vanderbilt 

44. Eye color brown

46. Height 5'10

47. Do you have a crush on someone yes

48. What do you like about yourself lots of things

49. Piercings 2 in each ear

50. Tattoos one on my neck

51. Righty or lefty righty

FIRSTS: 

53. First piercing ears when I was 12

54. First best friend forgot name, kindergarten boy with a name beginning with M

55. First hookup never hooked up 

56. First Bestfriend didn't I just answer this?

RIGHT NOW: 

59. Eating nothing

60. Drinking tea

61. I'm about to lay down

62. Listening to television

63. Waiting for to feel better

YOUR FUTURE: 

64. Want kids? Yes 

65. Get married? Yes 

66. Career research

WHICH IS BETTER: 

67. Lips or eyes lips

68. Hugs or kisses hugs

69. Shorter or taller taller

70. Older or Younger older

71. Romantic or spontaneous romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms arms

73. Sensitive or loud sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship relationship

HAVE YOU EVER: 

76. Kissed a stranger nope

77. Drank hard liquor often

78. Lost glasses/contacts nope

79. Had sex nope

80. Broken someone's heart maybe

82. Been arrested nope

83. Turned someone down yes

84. Cried when someone died yes

85. Fallen for a friend yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 

86. Yourself yes

87. Miracles yes

88. Love at first sight not sure

89. Heaven yes

90. Santa Clause nope

91. Kiss on the first date maybe

92. Angels yes

93. How would you label yourself? Querky 

94. Someone You Pray Everyday For kids

95. Did you sing today everyday

96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About I have no ex's

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? Wouldn't 

98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For peace

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? nope

100. Do you like the way you look? Most of the time

Answer to My Question

After receiving a text today I phrase I had heard before popped in mind....

Never ask a question you are not prepared for the answer for.

But guess what....I did that this weekend and I might be getting a response soon.  Honestly I do not know what to expect. I had wrestled with not getting an answer and was prepared to not get an answer....well we shall see what happens. I am not going to contemplate the possible responses to the question, because the last time I did this about a scenario I received something that I was not expecting.

All I know is lesson learned and now I have to prepare myself to except the consequences of my question....good or bad.

Why ask Why????

I remember for as long as I can remember I was the type of person that liked to ask the question why. As a senior in high school I was voted most inquisitive (not because I was nosey...surprisingly). I don't know if it was because my mother use to make me read news paper articles and write the who, what, when, where, and WHY of the articles.  Things always fascinate me and I like to know the meaning or cause behind it.

Sometimes it frustrates me because I can't always get the answers to my questions. Sometimes it can be actually fascinating.  I do have to learn is that sometimes I might not get the answers to my questions.  This is hard for me, but I know...I can't always get the answer. 

Here are a few questions that I find myself asking frequently.

First list is I guess what you would call "deep questions"

1. Why are people so selfish?
2. Why do we let fear prevent us from doing things we know we should do?
3. Why have I yet to experience true love?
4. Why don't people get it?
5. Why do I keep making the same mistakes over and over again?
6. Why can't people handle the truth?
7. Why do people judge others without looking at their own flaws?
8. Why do people still prejudge people without knowing them?
9. Why is it so hard for people to see other people's perspectives?
10. Why can't I communicate my true feelings to some people?

Second list is just random why questions I have

1. Why do people ride your bumper when it is obvious that you are coming to a stop light?
2. Why am I getting gray hair already...I AM NOT OLD!!!
3. Why do men think young women can't cook?
4. Why can I wake up at the butt crack of dawn, but can't motivate myself to get up and productive?
5. Why do people want to speed in bumper to bumper to traffic?
6. Why do broadcast all the intimate details of their lives on facebook and get upset when they get put on blast by friends (and sometimes sites making fun of people)?
7. Why do music CDs have less music, but cost more?
8. Why do people not know their breath stinks?
9. Why did I try hookah and love it now?
10. Why ask why?

Okay just a few questions. If you have the answers feel free to let me know. If you have questions post them. Might and probably don't know the answers, but sometimes it is good just getting them out. Hope everyone has a great day! I have another blog post I am about to write. Don't know if I will publish yet...but need to get some thoughts out.

Random Thought

Sitting at my desk and this question popped in my head.

Do you think it is alright for a girl to ask a guy out on a date?

That's all...